Friday, July 21, 2006
my life???? my future ???????? me???????????
i donn noe what wrong with my life just totally messs up ............. just just under deep depression . !!!!! thinking what if i just let go everything .... just don care anything NOT ANYTHING AT ALL........... my mother and dad generation is all is middle middle ...... see them working hard trying to keep up our expenses... see my gandfather sick need $$$ for treatment.. they trying to split bills and pay... i sometimes just hope that we are rich.
people always say that rich, middle.poor already decided by god...
BUT I JUST DON WANTTT..... i want my generation to be different!!!!!!! i want to work hard no matter how the process will cause me sadness or injuries... i want to be weak !!!!!!! i don want to get sad easily.... i don want to get defeat easily!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
